Status Update 002

Today I feel so-so due to some health problems and some very stressful things going on right now. Still, I am trying to work through it all. Right now, I am working on some game reviews for this blog while Abbey has the zoomies. 

Today I reopened my heart and welcomed home my new long hair chihuahua, Abbey Rose. I still miss Aayla terribly, but thanks to Abbey I am also filled with joy and no longer feel alone. 

I’m still in mourning for Aayla. I’ve never felt a pain like this before. I keep looking for her and she’s not here… and never will be again. The pain is more than emotional, it’s a physical pain too that is making me feel ill. I am a shell of my former self.